I Am a Gay Woman Married to a Man

Very few people are 100% gay or 100% straight. It’s on a spectrum. I consider myself gay because I’m mostly gay. I would guess I’m around 80-85% gay. Because I was capable of being attracted to men sometimes I decided I would only be with men and I would “pray the gay away” because I was told that was possible. It wasn’t just possible, it was necessary. I even married a man when I was 17. We went to an evangelical Pentecostal church. That should tell you a lot.